CV

Semester 5, dapet tugas bikin cv sama letter of application buat job vacancy. Jadi teringat sebuah kisah, ceritanya gini...

Circa 2014, sebelum masuk sarang buaya  kampus, masih seliweran sana-sini cari kampus, sempet kepikiran buat kerja part time gara-gara takut didepak ortu. Iya, ini efek kebanyakan nonton film kebarat-baratan yang kalo anaknya udah 18 tahun atau istilahnya udah legal mereka bakal disuru keluar dari rumah dan cari uang sendiri. Karena maunya yang serba dirumah dan ga perlu pake tenaga fisik, jadilah search di Google kerja part time apa yang bisa dilakuin dari rumah. Seorang translator.

Percayalah, hanya karena kita suka dengerin musik barat aka english dan nonton film blockbuster Amerika (apalagi kalo nontonnya liat sub Indonesia), kemampuan kita masih kurang dibandingkan mereka yang punya titel dibidang literatur. Otomatis, yang dilirik bukan amatiran kek aku hahahah

Bisa sih, tapi ya jangan cuma english aja fieldnya, kudu dilebarin lagi ke mandarin, jepun, atau espanyol dan lainnya.

Tapi ya namanya juga coba-coba, jadi sebagai freshmen yang penuh semangat, akhirnya aku sign up ke salah satu website buat apply job gitu. Hal berikutnya adalah bikin cv, karena cv is a must so...

A Day In A Life

I took a driving course this morning, it went a bit wrong but at least no one was hurting. Four hours of a doom hahahaha after that I went home and did a grocery shopping (snack, foods, foods, foods, drinks, candy). By the evening, my family and I went for a dinner (or supper) at McD. I ordered a happy meal which was a menu for kids but who cares.

Spotted a Drunk Happy Meal Box

The reason why I liked happy meal is that you'll  get a present and it's nice. I got this book about Penguins, so funny.

A Wild Pengweng Appears

These day, I'm pretty much just doing nothing productive. There was no classes to be attended nor being said 'holiday'.

Whilst at home by myself (parents at work & bro's at school) I was doing a lot of internet stuff. By stuff I mean, fangirling over tumblr posts about my otps, watching Youtube videos, secretly reading my friends' posts on their social media ( it's creepy i know). I just wanted to know what they're doing, most of them were having a good time eating at this famous restaurant or watching movies or going to places. It's so nice to have a really understanding friends because you can be happy with them. Make a plans and do it together. My plan would be watching anime together while eating a delivery pizza and then talking about nonsense about the protagonist character being too stupid or else. Or maybe just playing board games.

Mutant Crocodile

It was night when I found out I was in a big place, like a huge farm with its laboratory and stuff. I was standing in a laboratory corridor and didn't see anybody there it was freaking absurd. My mind told me that I need to get out from this place, so I walked a bit faster as I kept watching behind my back in case someone going to stab me or something in that serial killer will happen to me. Then I saw the white door and pulled it. What I saw next was a complete dark but then my eyes adjusted and I could saw it was a farm and there's a highway outside. Oh God yes, I will survive this creepy laboratory.

I was no longer walking-a-bit-faster bacause I was running to the gate of freedom when I heard a sound around me. My body freeze as I figured about five crocodiles were crawling towards me with their silly-short feet but the doom wasn't over, they opened their freaking mouth with a razor-look-a-like teeth ready to eat me alive. I screamed and swore whatever crossed my mind and I need to get back to that laboratory. I ran with a speed of Michael Schumacher's F1 car and completed the race. I locked the door and spied the crazy reptile from the window. It still there, with their mouth open as someone will give a tons of flesh to them. After the sudden accident, I made sure that I locked the door and went through the creepy corridor thinking what should I do next to escape this little hell. Right at the end of this crridor there were another crocodiles, my life ruined forever. It's a baby crocodile but it shared the same teeth like the one outside. I couldn't feel my legs and all of the sudden it was dark again.

I woke up (in a bed) by a beeping sound and two women were next to me wearing a white clothes, it's a lab coat! They were wearing a face mask and doing something with that beeping machine and all that chemical liquids beside it. I also saw a door next to my bed and there were a big glass window and there were people behind it, wearing the same attire, I guessed they're a manic scientist. After that I was feeling super ill when I heard the two women talked to the people in the other room with a wire about some infection caused by crocodile. The next ten minutes talking and suddenly the woman that held the wire started to vomit a blood from her mouth. The other woman shocked and flinched a bit from her friend, but what I saw next was truly horrifying. The vomit was stopped but her stomach burst and made an explosion sound, blood was all over her coat. I was terrified by that. I managed to collect my sould and try my best to move to other room. I  hold my breath and I succeed. I entered the other room with the manic scientist that didn't realized yet that I was no longer in my first room. Then the another woman from my first room did the same thing, a blood vomiting and another explosion happened. It was a mental. The damaged done. This room consisted of two men and a woman they were working on their computer or whatsoever machine and still didn't aware that I escaped from that mortifying room. Then I catched a look at the huge mirror, there was a greeny brown human with two legs and it has a quite big mouth and a big jaw featured with tiny razor teeth, and I swear to God it's horrendous. That's me in whatever the mutation done to me.

Then I actually woke up in real life, in my real bed. My day ruined by that dream. I will now forever not look at the crocodile the same like before. I spent one hour contemplating what was that I dream about, what was happening before oh god.

College Seeker: The Inevitable Adventure of Depressed Mind

I don't know if this is a thing, but it definitely makes me question my life. I have this issue where I get really terrified of what others think slash say about me, I know there are lots of encouraging words for this problem but still I heard it. I heard what people said, this and that. Also, I fear failure, a lot. I fear about failing my parents, family, friends, and whoever I know in my life. I know it's okay to fail in your exam, your class, driving test, and etc. because it's something that we usually get the next chance to succeed. For me, failing an exam means I have to avoid my dad because I couldn't imagine how he'd response to my exam score. I know he won't shout at me, he'd try to examine what did he do wrong that I failed exam, and sure it's never been a nice situation. Sometimes, I wonder what is it that makes me such a daughter, not smart enough to succeed, something is lacking and I dont know what.

As for now, I have graduated from high school and I'll go to next level of my academic state. I dont know what will I do with my life or what will my life be in next ten years. I remember telling my friend that five years later I will live my life working on something that I love, so does he. Therefore, I applied a form for this college that provides my-inner-interest department. Say that I expect too much, it's a wishful thinking, a temporary dream, or whatsoever. The first attempt failed, I failed myself and my parents. I told myself that I have to over it, it's done. Now, the second attempt. This one is a huge scale selection. Still the result is not confirmed yet. I really do hope that this is the one. I still have this alternate option, I call it the #3. I passed this test to go to this #3 college which I'm grateful for. The problem is that I applied for the not-so-interested department. My parents are okay with it, but I have some doubts whether it works out or not in the future. Will I make it or not? Too bad, it doesnt stop there. I also have the #4, this one also a big scale selection and it definitely the exact opposite of my interest, I have no idea why I agreed to apply for this. My parents told me if I passed the #4, I'll get a job easily and if not I still look employable, like seriously. It's now all about looking well clever and employable, I'm so sad.

Here the spiral thoughts cramming my mind,why is this have to be so complicated? Why did I apply to #4 when there's nothing to make me interested? Why would I do with #3 if it's not what I want? What if I spent my next year as #3 freshman and I have no idea what I've been doing all that year? What if I end up with the #4? Will I survive? What will I do with my life? Will I make it as a functional human being? If I make it to the second attempt, I'll definitely be thankful and grateful. I wish I make it. I hope, I do.

Wooden Horse

Hai, halo semu----

------------- beeep beeep

Karena jujur doang ga cukup, kita perlu................
*drum rolls* dum dum tak tak dzing!!

CERDAS nan PINTAR

jadi gini, kalo kamu mau lulus segala macem ujian seperti misalnya ujian sekolah, ujian nasional, ujian bersama masuk perguruan tinggi, ujian hidup ataupun ujian masuk surga kalian ga cukup berbekal jujur aja [tapi tetep, jujur itu penting, oke ;)] kalian juga perlu mendayagunakan otak kalian sedemikian rupa supaya bisa jadi orang yang cerdas.


What am I writing about, I dont even understand omg

posting pertama tahun kuda kayu kali ini disponsori oleh try out kimia dan matematika besok pagi yang menuntut untuk dijamah dan dipahami.

You probably wondering -or not- why I put so much gifs about this guy. The reason is that he likes pokemon, totoro, kill bill, and anime!! Look he has totoro doll hahahahaha so funniiii!!! His hair is his trademark hahahaha

HOLIDAY

Musim liburan emang musim yang paling dinanti pelajar. Musim dimana pelajar akan mengisi kegiatannya dengan memenuhi plaza-plaza, bioskop, caffee, resto cepat saji, toko dvd, dan masih banyak spot lainnya. Beberapa malah pergi liburan luar kota, luar negeri, bahkan luar angkasa. Luar biasa!  Nah liburan kali ini kegiatan saya temanya adalah "Rumah, Sekolah, dan Kota Sekitar"

Kenapa Rumah? Ya soalnya kalo ga sekolah pasti saya selalu ada dirumah terus. Sebagai anak yang cinta kepada orang tua, saya menggantikan ibu saya cuci piring, ngepel, jemur baju, masak nasi dan hal aneh lainnya yang biasa dikerjain ibu saya. Jadi, selain kita berpahala, kita juga olah raga lo lumayan bakar kalori. Habis kelar ngerjain yang tadi saya baru boleh main internet sepuas hati.

Kenapa sekolah? Ngga, saya ga bawa buku pelajaran. Saya latihan angklung buat demo MOS. Rajin kaaaan? Iya, saya harus tahu diri kalo jadwal latihannya mepet jadi ya harus rajin. Ya gitu deh. Kita -ceileh- ceritanya mau menampilkan lagu This Love-nya Maroon 5 sama Yamko Rambe Yamko jadi ya.... kudu rajin. Apalagi sekarang udah H-3 hahahahaha maafkan anggotamu ini pak ketua~

Tadi ada Mas Eko, kakak kelas yang luar biasa multitalenta dan multifungsi. Segala yang dibawa sama Mas ini selalu bikin anak-anak anabel terheran-heran, dari bawa kipas anyaman, bawa kotak isi hadiah, bikin stempel, bikin partitur someone like you yang super besar, dan masih banyak benda yang aku lupa bahkan belum saya temukan. Mas yang satu ini emang WOW. Terus tadi Mas Eko bawa keresek isinya pin-pin gitu ini nih penampakannya!!

Maap ya Mas, ini aku buka dari bungkusnya hehe

Pesan dari "Siapa ya..."

Ini diimpor langsung dari Saung Udjo, Bandung, Jawa Barat, Indonesia tanah air beta. Soon-to-be-Mahasiswa ITB ini habis jalan-jalan di kota kembang, yaiyalah orang nanti sekolahnya disana-_-
Ya gitu deh. Anabel berasa bukan anabel tanpa Mas yang satu ini hahaha

 Kenapa kota sekitar? Sebut saja Sidoarjo. Men, sekolah saya itu pinggirnya perbatasan Surabaya-Sidoarjo. Jadi ya gitu deh. Awal liburan kemarin juga saya ke Malang sama temen sekelas, perpisahan gitulah. Sewa villa, ke BNS, menghadiri Xiaga Award, Outbond minus tubing, menjadi saksi didirikannya Komblosuma, bakar-bakar, main karambol, main mercon... dan ya gitu.. deh..
Terus sehari setelah saya pulang dari Malang, saya sama keluarga juga pergi ke ujung timur Jawa Timur untuk menjenguk nenek saya. Bisa dibilang liburan bisa dibilang a short visit.
Gara-gara jadwal yang serba dempet gini, saya jadi defisit pakaian, jadi pulang-pulang saya langsung cuci-jemur-setrika.

so yeah, bye!

Random 5

I'm on my soon-ending of year 11! It's a lie if I say this year is flat because obviously not.
Now let me tell you my current crush. He's a 187 cm tall model with freckle on his pale face.

Yes, he smokes.

SMOKING SMOKING SMOKING HEHEHE

It took more an hour to choose his pictures because all of them are incredibly awe-hand-some.
All pictures taken from tumblr. Go to naver and you'll find moreeeee!!

Lego House

Random 4

Today's Monday. Yes fu*kin Monday. Hari ini adalah awal dari segala ke-anti-mainstream-an sistem sekolah saya dimulai. Drill, evaluasi drill, try out uts, drill lagi, uts, habis uts masih ada pelajaran, tugas ini itu segambreng.
Dear School, y u no mainstream?? Huh!

Tadi evaluasi drill matematika dan soalnya alamakjang banyak yang salah soal, kampret sekali memang. Semoga saja dianulir semua, biar dapat sama semua, biar tidak ada kesenjangan sosial heuheuheu *kemudian digampar* Ya semoga besok biologi dan fisinya dimudahkan oleh Allah. Amiin!

Sebenernya daripada nulis ga jelas gini saya harusnya ngisi blog ekskul yang entah bagaimana nasibnya akibat ditelantarkan oleh rekan-rekan yang lain.Namun apa daya, tulisan saya yang acakadut lebih baik dikoar-koar disini daripada ntar malu-maluin ekskul yang bersangkutan.

Oh iya udah tahun 2013 yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa ngahahaha

P.S. : ini sebenernya ditulis hari Senin tapi gara-gara waktu itu wi-fi keburu dimatiin ya baru kesampean update sekarang.

Somebody Help Me

I really need help! Jadi ceritanya adek laki-laki saya yang secara sekonyong-konyong ngotak atik perangkat laptop ini, yang lagi saya pake buat nulis. Bilangnya mau install windows 8 yang apapun itu canggihnya gak bakal aku akuin, karena apa??? Semua software download-an dan semua program macem webcam, microsoft office, corel, photoshop, dan sebangsanya musnah. MUSNAAAAAHH!!!!!!!!!!!!

SUMBER BENCANA

Bayangin aja ILANG GITU AJA. Adekku malah bilang "nanti aku betulin.." kampretos domestos nomos, menurutmu anak kelas 6 SD yang hobinya cuma main game Ninja Saga di akun Facebooknya bisa betulin apaaaaa huaaaah. Dipikir yang windows 8 itu bisa nyelesein tugas di sekolah? Di pikir dia ngerjain tugas mengarang pake windows 8 apa haaaaah?

Rasanya pengen maki-maki tapi udah jadi bubur. Tapi ya kenapa gak di back-up dulu sih haduh otak udang

Random 3

First, just dance happily like LMFAO because you know what? The exam was over!

I'd like to say that it's not the best one but I've tried my best. Okelah nilainya lumayan, di atas standar kan? Tapi sayang, dunia begitu kecil hingga banyak beberapa murid harus terjerat remidi. Wanna dance with me or messing the teacher's room with me? But, I don't want to do both of the options karena TADA!! Aku juga kena remidi Kimia, what a shame ha ha ha so let's not talk tentang UAS.

Jadi setelah sekian hari ujian terus ada kegiatan gak begitu penting macam lomba-lomba di sekolah. Basket, futsal, panco, roll depang, roll samping, rolling in the deep~ ya apapun sejenisnya. Nah, tadi sore ada futsal putra. Anak xi ipa 8 sama kelas xii ipa berapa gitu lupa. Gatau kenapa suasananya yang mendung gerimis-gerimis gitu justru malah bikin tegang. Awalnya kelas xi ipa 8 nyetak 1 gol, terus seri, terus pinalti dan ini juga critical point! Nyaris kalah kelas xi ipa 8, nyaris tapi akhirnya menang eaaa. Nah gara-gara kegiatan sekolah ginian bikin saya agak 'ngeh' sama dunia per-futsal-an. Apa itu bek, apa itu hand, kenapa hand, kenapa harus pinalti dan lain-lain. Dari sini, bisa dilihat betapa ga ngaruhnya tendangan Ronaldo terhadap ke-peka-an saya pada dunia bola.

Sekian curhat pendek saya kali ini. Wassalamualaikum.

Share My World

 Halo. Sekarang hari Sabtu dan saya baru pulang les dan well I got this!

Depapepe - Accoustic & Dining

Gara-gara Savina dengan Kazamidori di Blackberry-nya, sukses mengantar saya menyukai Depapepe sekian tahun atau bulan yang lalu. Setelah ngobak-abrik YouTube dan download sana-sini, makin suka sama duo gitaris asal Negeri Sakura itu. Baru sekarang kesampaian beli hehehe

Ada 11 track, lucunya, kali ini mereka pake konsep 'Dining' jadi isi bukunya seperti daftar menu. Kalau belinya awal bulan Oktober kemarin mungkin masih bisa dapet bonus Chopstick-sumpit, tapi udah no longer available. Tapi gausah galau, dengan atau tanpa sumpit, kita masih bisa dengerin CDnya kok, worth it lah yaa

Nah track yang Share My World itu ada yang nyanyi ahahaha tapi bukan Depapepe

'Cos under moonlit clouds with seaside sounds, I feel 'sabai'

Tell me anything you want to do, anywhere you want to go

I'm the one to take you there, music play up in the air

Get away from eveyone, Padapadapada in the sun, have some fun.

 Thankyou for the nice whishes. Let's be happy together.

Thanks ♡♥

The Goods

Diawali dengan getar dari ponselku di atas kasur. Sebuah pesan masuk. Heran, melihat nama aneh yang aku simpan.

Kemudian seperti beberapa tahun yang lalu saat Medy berbohong kecil tentang dia yang akan pindah ke Makassar karena ayahnya, aku tidak tahu tapi rasanya aneh meskipun aku bukan siapa-siapanya. Mencegah itu tidak mungkin, yang kulakukan hanyalah diam dan memutar kembali memori yang pernah kami lakukan bersama dengan teman-teman yang lain.

Kali ini tak ada kebohongan, realita ini datang dengan begitu nyata. Dan, lagi, aku kembali mengingat-ingat tentang dia. Setahun lalu dimana kelas terasa sepi tanpa eksistensinya. Dia yang happy-go-lucky dengan berbagai ide-ide gilanya. Kamu pikir siapa yang membuat video kenangan akhir kelas? Ya, dia dan teman-teman yang ku tak tahu siapa saja.

I have two 'goods'. Good and bad. The first is good to know that everything we've done was worth to remember. You are the best, mate.
And the other one is goodbye to you, tilis. Grab what you deserve.

Lots of love!

From: Liska Sutradara

Teman-teman, liska mau pamit ya, senin besok sdh nggak sekolah di libels lagi, aku mau ngajakin makan2 nanti malem jam xxx di xxxx

Dateng ya ;)

Random 2

My aunt is telling her son, my cousin with same age, about his mistake. He supposed to visit my mother's house at evening but he didn't. He was everywhere but my mother's house that it absolutely makes his mother burst in anger. And he just came with an incident he had at road. Not that serious but yeah, mother never stops caring. Some people say it's love, some other say it's annoying. To me, mother is both caring and annoying.

I'm listening to the mother-son conversation because they're in the same room with me. No, I'm the first who entered the room and they suddenly appear. But the conversation echo-ing in my head. It was like his mother also give me her advice. Pleaaaaaseee... my mom always gives me her best speech whenever I've done such a bad attitude.

Ah I'm sorry to write this kind of stuff. Oh ya, my exam already started and Chemistry.. I fail. There's still a week for me to finish this exam parade. Wish me luck guys-again.

Random

I've read a lot of fic to waste my time. I like to read sad ending story, that's why I love angst or hurt/comfort. When the chara has to be burdened or being miserable, I feel satisfied lol. Sounds a bit masochist hehe but, next Monday is mid semester exam week so I'll try not to read fic by often and do my best. There we meet again, Chemistry.
Wish me luck fella!!

 

“We grew up trying to push girls away and hang out with only boys. The girls we knew grew up thinking barbies were pretty and glamorous. Why are parents surprised when their daughter thinks another girl is pretty or when their son takes a liking to boys instead of the girls they grew up despising?”

Cr: poisonpickles.lj.com

Big Solution

This town is too hot I can't help anymore but anyway I'm still survived from poisoned food. So I've made a big solution for this unfinished case. In order to share my opinions, I warn you that this is just something-not-so-important- even to make the iceberg remains frozen.

The first one is I need a new hair cut. Military style? No, just cut it shorter

Second, I need to open the windows or the door so the air cycle turns better and cooler and I have to flirt with those mosquitos all night long.

3rd, take a bath as soon as I felt hot. But this is the most difficult solution. Beside the fact that I'm not the water-addict and the activity is wasting our clean water. We use shampoo, soap, and toothpaste which are contained a lot of anorganic composition. Let me simplify this, I'm too el-a-zi-wai. If you know what I mean.. 

L-A-Z-Y...

The 3rd is..

Hoo yeaaah. Never ending laugh watching this movie since its first time. Dunno what would happen to such real-bullied-middle-school-student Greg and Rowley, but I guess that Rodrick might still be the cool-good-brat-brother. Hahaha

Already watched the trailer and there was a funny scene on the pool hehe. Poor Greg!

I wonder when this movie will be delivered to theatre in this town. Should I download or buy it illegally? I wish Dog Days will be at the theatre soon. Sooner better-_-

And like the other high school student, I got a try out and Chemistry is a total wreck. Why does the atom release its electron? What on earth dipol-dipol is and I just too careless to read the question properly? WHY?!! Couldn't get worse when your teacher said the TO score as for your daily task's score.

YO TOKYO

How does it feel to have a big-fast-smart movements? Yap, I'm a Japan lover. Eventough I've never been there yet, I still believe that the time will come. My first encounter! *put on blanket*

Spur

Selamat malaam!! H-22 meeen, udah seminggu puasa. Gak kerasa ya hemm. Hari ini saya nyari-nyari not angka buat pelajaran musik. Maklum, saya buta not balok. Gak paham. Nah gara-gara pelajaran musik ini, semua murid harus menampilkan apresiasinya terhadap musik. Mau nyanyi, joget, atau main musik diperbolehkan. Jadilah saya ngubek-ngubek lemari buat nyari recorder. Dan walhasil nol besar. Gak ada, hilang keselip dimana entahlah. So, pianika punya adek saya jadi alternatif kedua.

Medicine

Guess I'm done with those tasks, now we can get a dessert. Blue or purple? Me want green. Last thing, happy fasting!